keep dreaming!

i wonder whether you've noticed that i've been avoiding you recently 

which i think i've acted very obviously 

but you don't seem to be affected 

you are still you 

and i think i've anticipated that coming 

cause that's you 

i don't know how to describe you ...stubborn? blunt?  or even stupid?

or maybe you just dont know what to do

but that's not the point ...

the reason why i started avoiding you is that

i was going to cross the line

the line between true friendship and something more than that 

and 

i knew we were impossible  and i'm not gonna let myself stuck on you again

so

i chose to retreat from you 

cause seeing you everyday just made it worse

and i couldn't help wondering around your room without the courage entering

and that was sick..

so

the earlier i ended this hopeless imagination ,the simpler we will become 

and i thought of the words i've said to you 

that im gonna stay by your side and be your love guidance  

however,im the one who broke these words 

i have to say ...im sorry..

whether you've sensed it or not

and now im gonna to keep my words 

and make things lot easier 

and hope we can go back to the start 

where we originally stayed 

and nothing never goes wrong ...

although it will always be my own wishful thinking....

maybe one day you'll give me some feedback  

well ,no one can tell  ,right?